Faith
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The Shred Box
CW: Death of a child, Miscarriage Recently I was talking with my spouse, and I realized that I had completely erased a traumatic event that happened early in our marriage. We were talking about all of the things that we’ve been through together, and she brought up a particular week very early in our marriage.…
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Nothing Changes, Everything Changes
Hidden growth CW: HomophobiaBreaks between contact with my family are slowly stretching out. However, every time I do speak at dept with them it’s clear I’ve made the right choice. When I do speak to my mom it’s clear while everyone is growing up physically for the most part nothing changes within their lives. Vague…
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Who Is a Wise Man
Mulling over a message from my dad. About the nature of man.
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Anderson and Abuse of Parental Authority
Abuse of authority and the New Independent Fundamental Baptist and IFB.
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Trump’s Rhetoric on Christian Persecution in America
Discussion of Donald Trump’s divisive statements at the Turning Point Believers Summit.
abortion, America, American Politics, Catholic, Christianity, Deport, DOJ, Dominionism, Donald Trump, Elon Musk, Faith, FBI, Fundamentalism, Home School, Homeschool, Homeschooling, IRS, January 6th, Jewish, Joe Biden, Johnson Amendment, Kamala Harris, Lauren Boebert, Leftist, Marxist, Paulette Harlow, Persecution, Persecution Complex, politics, Public School, Racism, Religion, Religious, Religious Persecution, Religious Rights, School Funding, Seven Mountain Mandate, Trans Rights, Trump, Turning Point, William Wallace
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Joshua Generation
I grew up fully indoctrinated and entrenched in the idea that I would be a part of a new generation that was “on fire for god.” One that was going to take back America for god. And while that lofty idea (of the “Joshua generation”) has mostly fizzled out. It seems like at least a…
Abeka, Children, Christian Nationalism, Dominionism, Donald Trump, Doug Phillips, Faith, Gary Ezzo, Growing Kids God’s Way, Homeschool, Homeschooling, James Dobson, Joshua Generation, Michael Farris, Nancy Campbell, Nationalism, Parenting, Patriarchy, politics, quiverfull, R.L Stollar, Religion, Trump
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"Inverting" Gender
“Happy Pride Month” from a homophobic family member CW: Homophobic language, conspiracies, and discussion of gore / death (animal). Yesterday I woke up to a text from my father. The practice of “inverting” a child’s sex is a SATANIC RITUAL element within the occult. No context. No more information or any conversation after that. Just…
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Conclusion (Autobio Part 6)
It’s not a simple ending no great conclusion or plot wrap-up. The disfunction in my family continues. And in many ways, I went on to perpetuate the disfunction started in my childhood. I went on to struggle with my mental health and anxiety in college. Gave patriarchy a try and even tried corporal discipline on…
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Highs (and Lows) of High School Ages 15-18 (Part 5)
CW: SA, SI, Depression, Purity Culture A bit of Background The Deckerville First Baptist church was in the middle of a church split when we first started attending. Context of the church split, a mother had approached the new lead pastor Jed Willis about her son who was “living in sin.” What was this man’s…
Adventures in Odessey, Bible, Bible Church, CCM, Cedarville University, Christian, Christianity, Church, CPS, David Lee, Deckerville Bible Church, Deckerville First Baptist, depression, DnD, Evangelical, Faith, Family Force Five, Focus on the Family, God, Guilt, Home School, Homeschool, Homeschooling, HSLDA, Isolation, Liberty University, Lori Alexander, Pensacola Christian College, quiverfull, Satanic Panic, Shame, SI, System of a Down, Vision Forum
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Teenagehood and Tragedy Ages 10-15 (Part 4)
CW: Depression, SI, Purity Culture, and injury of a child. Where We Left Off We had left off with the birth of my third sister. I don’t want to jump too quickly to trauma. And to be fair there was about a year of peace before anything drastic happened in our lives. But her accident…
Autobiographical, Bible, Church, David Lee, Deckerville Bible Church, depression, Elisabeth Elliot, Faith, Family, holistic medicine, Home School, Homeschooling, HSLDA, Isolation, Jay Chambers, Josh harris, Mental Health, Original Sin, Passion and Purity, Purity Culture, SA, Scripture, Sexuality, Sin Nature, Total Depravity, Trauma
Freedom From Fundamentalism 